eXth-MODE

My whole motivational process can be summed up like a wildfire: it burns bright at first, but then it begins to burn less bright when there's nowhere else left to go and eventually turns into a smoldering pile of empty dreams. [Insert Religious Figure Here] only knows how many different things I've tried to start and how they've all fallen flat on their faces at one point or another before they just stopped getting back up. I'd estimate over 50 ideas come in my head only to commit suicide on a yearly average. Keeping a detailed log doesn't do me a lot of good because that gets lost and the ambition dies even faster. Really need a better way

I sleep for a good amount of time, but every time i get up, i still feel exhausted. So I lay down, wait for a bit until the groggy, waking-up feeling goes away. then i get up and its 4 hours, in which i realize i fell asleep again. And I still feel tired as hell. In other news, I renew my search for an art-type person to draw out a robot OC. And in other, other news, this is fun so play it. http://www.choiceofgames.com/zombies/

Kishimoto's flushed everything good down the toilet, Kubo's milking a rotting cow, Ryuuhei is boring me, Shiibashi has failed to wow me, Hoshino is inconsistent about her updates (not even sure its worth keeping up with anymore regardless), Amano's going in a direction I'm not sure I like, Arakawa attempts to replace awesome with farm college (she failed), I swear to god its like Ookubo is working while on crack, Mashima's been trolling for awhile, And Oda's beginning to worry me I'm done man. No more.  Thanks for the good memories. It's just not fun anymore.  You've changed, I've changed, things aren't working anymore. I quit&#133